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Sooo i find out now that Juan (the guy whose basement i am renting) doesnt want me to have friends over anymore. He is paranoid that someone i bring over (all of whom are people i have known at least two years, examples being Shawn, or his mom, or other women who are over 40 who are like mothers to me too, or other friends who have already been here..) is going to go batshit crazy and come murder him.

So rather than live in solitary confinement in his basement, i need to move again.
Again.

I thought i was set for a year or more.
I fuckinapos; hate moving.
Iapos;m so sick of it. For the past 5 years, that seems like all i do.

I lived in my parentsapos; house for 18 years. Bliss.
I moved to college for 9 months. Cool.
Moved back home for a few months. Okay.
Moved to ClearView apartments for 1.5 years. Pretty happy.
Moved to Battle Creek, MI with Alan for a few months. Yuck.
Moved back to my parentsapos; for 3 months. Alright.
Moved with Shawn to CreekSide apartments for just over a year. Not bad.
Moved with Shawn into his momapos;s house for 8 months. Sure.
Moved upstairs here for 1.5 months. Meh.
Moved downstairs now for a few weeks...and now i have to find a whole apos;nother place to move to. Gotta pack everything back up that i literally JUST unpacked, and pay over $300 again because i canapos;t move this shit myself (i have a hell of a lot of possessions for just one 23-year-old person). Besides paying a new deposit and more rent somewhere else (when all the stuff from suing CreekSide still isnapos;t fully settled almost a year later x.x).

Timing is perfect. What better for a hormonal wreck this time of month.
Iapos;m stressed. Already lonely.
Forlorn. I swear to god, all men are pigs. How much can you scream FRIENDS ONLY, but still have guys hounding you for your bra size, or if you apos;like it rough,apos; or to apos;ride on top?apos; Fuck off you dick-headed bastards.
I consider turning to females.
But women scare me. I donapos;t like the back-stabbing and bitchiness.

I bought myself some new rings on my way back from the post office just now. One of them has a central piece that you can rotate around the circumference. Iapos;m hoping this will pacify me. I didnapos;t really need to spend almost $50 on silver fingerwear, but they are shiny and buying myself gifts makes me feel better.

Iapos;ve also been reading a hell of a lot lately. I go through about a 200-300 page book every week or two. I like throwing myself into someone elseapos;s world. Shawn told me today i need to get a life.
I canapos;t help but agree.
Just wish i could find one.

I think it is nap time now.
I sleep too much.
Iapos;m glad i have OT at the factory right now. Two less hours i have to figure out what to do with during the day.

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